Few more days, I will book the air tickets.

These days, I have started doin sth I have not done a long time. 手倒立....I am wooried about my future. Then I would do sth that I dun usually do. Thinking it in the other way round. Maybe I will see sth else. Indeed I do.

I like this song.

如果我是個男孩

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0F7xhYn-MFI

but she failed in the end. Anyway, she has a lot of chances in the future.

Her blog can be found in xanga. I always go there now and hear her song. It is quite catchy but she sometimes sings out of tune.

This is the second blog I usually go to.
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/weiisly

She went to wo chai

I like reading her story (not her make up one, quite scary to me. A girl needs to do so much thing to be pretty.)
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If I understand what a girl is thinking, I will know how to treat people.

I did not do anything bad to people unless people keep on irritating me. I will do something to make them against me.

If we are classmates, why do you treat me like a stranger? I really do not understand. It seems like you hold grudge on me which I do not know what you are angry with me. Anyway, I have said sorry to you but you said that I did not do anything wrong to you, so I won't care about it anymore. I will just treat you as a passer-by. And, that's it. I won't answer your question explicitly as you do not want to trust me. Plus, I only know how to answer questions but I do not know how to explain. Bleh.

Maybe my past is not a good person. Maybe I did not know that I am still not a good person.
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A cell member did not come to my cell group because he thought we always isolate him. Indeed he is just too eccentric and we tried to take much effort on him. He still thought that we don't care about him. This is crazy. He is 23 and he still thinks that he is a kid. He never listens and learns to be mature. I told my friends that he is slightly mentally retarted in my view. Indeed, when you see this guy, you will think that he is weird.

Church has a lot of problems because of him and I could not do anything. What is the point to keep this guy? To certain extent, I am happy with that. I do not need to deal with this trouble anymore. Too annoying to me!!!